Sorry I haven't been around lately guys, life has gotten in the road, as it so often does.
Nothing bad this time though, just spending some quality time with me, and hubby, dong spring things.
Working outside when it's not raining of course. Which here the past week, hasn't been often let me tell you. Planning on more rain today, and then maybe, just maybe we'll dry out, but of course we get the mid day heat which fter all the rain turns into the mid day mugglies. We go from heater to a/c because yo can otherwise wring the wate out of the air. needless to say my chest is about as full as a rainbarrel would be about now. I can give Barry Whbite a run for his money in the baratone deprtment, lol. Need to fill my advair, which is nearly $200, maybe in a week or so.
But ya know what. Life is good.
I started on a 'life change plan'.
The other day I had one of those epiphany, or aha moments, I guess you could call it.
I realized I control my life. (As if I didn't know this already, read my signature sometime, lol!) I mean I REALLY realized it. I started working on my self. I got out a book I just had to have ages ago, one of those divine kick in the asses, when I was asking questions one day. it's on eating according to the glycemic index, about how our bodies process different carbs, good and bad one's. It was originally formatted to figure out how our blood sugar and insulin reacts according to different foods, and they were then given numbers, for diabetics. I had down time yesterday at work as it was a holiday and it was very very quiet, and went ah derrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, lol. I also started taking slimquick a diet pill made for women. Only on day two and I feel better. I helps with moods, water, stress all sortsa stuffies.
Working on my Self as well. (Note: There are two selves! Little 's' denotes the lower, more physical, self, while the capital 'S' denotes the higher, spirit, Self. LOL didn't know this was gonna turn into a lesson now did ya!) Doing some soul work. Looking back over my past and letting it go. i never had much of a hold onto it anyways, but there are a few things i didn't realize had such a hold on me still. they are one's that effect me in the present, and my relationship with hubby. As much as we don't liek treading into those dark spaces we have to. We have to konck the boards off the windows that we placed there to keep the light out, and let the light stream in, shining on all the cobwebs and skeletons lurking there. (guess it's safe to say more later in the skeleton closet! lol)
I'm gonna start writing. (there I said it!) After a recent incident that occurred in my life that validated the fact I have on fucked up life, someone made comment I should put it all to paper. Would be a drama/horror but would make a good read,w ith some metaphysical tossed in for good measure.
Not sure what spin to take on it. Thinking people and places.
Planning out our vacation in July. Am so looking forwards to going I can't see straight. I plan on spending some me time up there. I already told hubby I might end up wandering off on him, but I won't go far, promise, and I won't get et by a bar neither! My soul is telling me this is going to be a 'special vacation' another point in life changing I suppose, which I am so ready for.
I'm tired of being a victim to life, I want to be a participant of life. I want to control my life, not be at the mercy of those who make my life for me. I am strong, I really am, stronger than sometimes I even give myself credit for, physically, mentally, and spiritually as well, not to forget about metaphysically, however I hide it, out of fear, fear of what others will think, and how they will react. (one of those damn skeletons)
C. I need to dig out that last order I got and see just what I got, soemthing keeps telling me I ordered something I need. Am also going to work on that bracelet I bounced off you. Speaking of which I need to get you box together and out to you. I keep forgetting. Seems something out there keep sidetracking me from staying on target. A shadow of some sort. Gotta figure that out. I've had my head so out of sorts for so long I ahven't even been able to turn into that frequency, and I'm beginning to think there's something behind some of it.
Time for Novia to get back into her groove!!
Watch out world the bitch is one her way back!