Hello all!!!  Wow, I miss coming here.  Things have been crazy, (seems like I get thrown out everyday now!!!LOL!)  But I am still here, I got a new job at a farmers deli/dairy....very HOT there...pay stinks and with gas going up like it is it is already costing half of my pay and hour!!!!!!  Crazy!  I am going to try and put money away but with two girls and making so little, I honestly don't see how I can make it a reality!!!!  I hope everyone is well...To try and keep peace in this house I haven't been on the computer, and now that I finally have a chance, the bill is due and I can't afford to pay it so probably off it goes......thought I'd at least check in say hello, wish everyone well and I read Novia's post, sounds like something I need to put into motion, "Taking charge of my own life!"  I think I should keep a journal again as well....I have that very "down" feeling again...remember last time that happened? The whole crazy incident with the neighbor, boy, I hope there is nothing "crazy" on the way!~!LOL!
I got another new kitty, he is black, 8 wks. old and his name is Apollo, what a llttle cutie, but today he is limping and I can't afford the vet, Hoping either the other kitten bit his foot or one of the doggies stomped him and that he will be better soon (like tommorow) maybe a spider or bee bite, I don't think its broke, hope for the best for him please, although I believe he will be fine...
Well, sorry for rambling,
Blessings to all,
Lavendar-Ice

*hugs*  All will work out. Just take it one step at a time!

How much stronger you will be when this resolves!  You are already a very strong person!  May God/ess bless your steps and make them easier for you.  May Apollo heal quickly!  Lots of love your direction!

Don't forget Lav, we attract that which we focus most on, and the rate you're goin' luv!! ain't good that's for sure!!

Change your mind, change your life! (Read my sig!)

Huggles and good thoughts are yours!

hang in there lav
remember life is a challenge it is how you deal with the challenges that are put in your life is to how stronge your spirit becomes.
hope little apollo will be okay.

Missed you girl!! It's great to hear from you again!

Hang in there Lav amd Much good energy coming your way! I know we haven't seen you much lately, but that doesn't mean you aren't in our hearts and minds!  Keep thinking that you will survive and know that the strength you gain with each breath will make you much stronger for lifetimes to come! You take care of yourself and as strong as you are, I know all will be well..give Apollo a big smooch and know that many wonderful things are coming your way!

Thank you all, I really missed being here, today is another lucky day(in that I get to use the computer!!!!)  I feel more grounded when I can at least communicate with others, and in a way, even though I do sweat "all ' stuff, I do feel stronger than ever!   Novia, you are dsoooo right, I do believe its affirmation time, and Thanks! Skyy for the tip,
SM, I know, its been a lifelong thing, learn, grow stronger through strife, crap, by now I should be like Gigantor or something!!!LOL!
And, LE, I've missed you and your castle and thank you,
Today is going to be a good day, color my hair (a wicked reddish, purple hee hee), get a new tire, adn a trip to the local wiccan store, Even with no $, just walking in and browsing and chatting brings such good energy!!!!
Apollo doesn't seem to have a broken foot, he's sooo cute and a little cry baby but he's hopping around on three legs like its not a problem so thank you all for those healing thoughts for him......Today is a good day, I hope you all have a blessed day.....Lav

Lavendar, you are really giving off some awesome positive energies today girl!  If you stay online today, everyone will be walking away from the castle in a better mood

wishin ya love laughter and health.  I wouldn't worry too much about appollo.  when they weight so little, it's no stress on the other paws to hold one up, and sometimes that's all they need to let it heal a bit. I'm sure he'll be back to his old self by the end of the week, and if not, it's just him being a drama queen as likely as not!
Keep on breathing and putting one foot infront of the other and you'll soon be through it.
sendin my love,
Kathartica