I would like to present some matters relating to one's internal energy, especially when it is considered to be relatively unstable in both its form and make. Mine for one is deemed to be such, probably because I have yet to find a coherent way to manage it as a human. The types of energy and its strength can differ greatly from individual to individual due to the sort of "soul" that they are formed of, this can have a profound effect on the body if left unchecked. So, may i ask of opinions on possible ways to manage one's own energy?

Everyone has their own way to handle things, energy is by no means an exception it seems. *Sighs* Freedom-san, you know, I have never looked at astrology, numerology or any elements; i've even stopped giving thought to the chakras. Furthermore, i have basically never really had much belief in anything, outside influences in the human sense didn't have too much effect for the most part. You would be for me, one who has harmonized with yourself and is able to keep that permanent... with the assistence of nature(correct me if i'm wrong).

I have absolutely never meditated before(at least i think i do). I'm in a flux of balance in a sense, it never stays the same for me. The only two ways that i seem to be able to temporarily gain balance is either for my associates to do so for me, or when i have a great enough resolve to do something that is remarkably important. Even still, i only control a fraction of what energy is available to me, and not even consciously i think. Sad to say, this shows my willpower isn't constant.