i hop from board to board & never feel like i fit in. threfore its very hard for me to stick with one community. im too damn restless! i really want to stay here & be part of this. its so hard for me to open up. i do not trust anyone.

im very afraid someone i know (not likely) will find this board & know its ME! i never reveal anything very personal like my real name, husbands name, or our childrens names & location. but still im afraid. even though EVERYONE we know knows im a follower of the goddess & paganism. no prob there.

i prayed to the god & goddess, asked my spirit guides (main guide is a male & the other 2 are female~background workers~lol!) & the angels to help me with many things that are going on outside & inside of me. im an indigo, VERY intuitive, psychic, & highly sensitive. im very intune with what goes in, out, & around me. (since i was a very young child)

anyone else experience these feelings?

Been that way since I was a kid myself.

Don't worry about what others think so much, and do what your heart tells you is the right thing to do.

Feel free to stay here as lng as you like. Share as much or as little as you like. We don't mind at all. We have people pop in and out all the time for one reason or another, no worries.

Dear Moonstar-

Dont worry- I know exactly how you feel, been there myself.
It is part of the evolution process
The not knowing stems from being an Indigo (. the not fitting in part.) i am sure you feel this way at work too. or just in general.
Just know that you are exactly where you are meant to be and in time things will reveal themselves to you. We are like butterflys, when there is all we have to learn we will move on to something else somewhere else, it is transformation of the self. You are evolving and growing in all of your senses.
We are all here for a reason, a season, a lifetime.
I agree with Novia's advice, just listen to what your heart says.
You will be fine.
This song just came to my head...Dont worry, be happy
I hope you feel a bit at ease.
Love and light to you
Red Feather

ty you all. its nice to know there are more of us who feel the same.

Your dilemma sounds familiar indeed. I have learned to enjoy the journey and the learning process. It keeps me from being bored.

Blessings.
Monk

as an indigo myself i know the feeling of not quite fitting in, and the waryness of others. for a long time i was very quiet and didnt share things with anyone but over the past year i have learned one of the best things in life is creating connections with others, we are all a part of the human race and all we have is each other, to love and try to understand. i have found peace and acceptance in this forum and wish that you will as well.