i am a nurse and have been unable to work for unknown condition of my left hip. at first doctors were sure it was cancer but i refused to believe that was my problem and now the doctors agree that it isn't that but not sure what is wrong. don't want to dwell on it but was started on new medication that seems to be helping but request assist in finances area. i had paid for short and long term disability insurance. right now it is documented the only thing that eases pain is lying flat on back. insurance company says i can work cause i can walk using crutches or cane and under influence of vicodin for pain control is ok. please send energies to show insight to insurance company that a nurse that can hardly move really can't care for others. i don't want to lose my home cause i have no income. i am also receptive to healing energies and thank everyone in advance. i want to be able to put on my own shoes and socks again. it is amazing how devastating it is to lose the ability to even do simple tasks. i have faith that my healing is near. please help with my faith that my necessities will be provided. i apologize for obsessing put i truly fear i will lose my home from loss of income and am trying to prevent it from manifesting. tearful request for help.
genie

i love this site cause its like friends chatting around the kitchen table. after reading your posts i feel a little better knowing its ok to ask for help and much an e-hug can help
genie