munchi

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Posted Mon Jan 29, 2007 2:25 pm...
MM,
Iam so confused on the concept of Dieties after I was clear on it.I have noticed that I dont have any patron/matron Dieties that chose me.I just picked them,but I have never had a true calling from a God/ddess except when I stepped the first steps in wicca I had a dream, In which Hades where caling to me and wanted me to worship him as my patron but I Didnt want to worship him for several reasons.
Now I cant find a calling I have been studying wicca preciesly about 4 years and belive it or not I have not patron/matron,some pagans wouldnt care for that but I care.Becasue I want to develop a relationship with a kind Dieties.
I have been studying all mythologies about different worolwide pantheons and from different books and websites and what I can get.But I havent felt a special calling,affinity or even a connection with any of those Dieties.
I have some questions here,I wish to ask so please consider that Im a newbie here.
1-How can I meditate on Dieties to hear their calling ,true calling to me and find them by meditation?
2-How can I also build a good relationship with them (say when I find them) through meditation;how can I talk to them?
That's all my questions for now.Im trying not rush things but take it one by one and slowly as I can to be able to be clear on every subject that belongs to wicca and I have decided to start with the DIeties since that is the most important and essential step in the wiccan's path and studies.
If anyone can answer these question clearly to me,I would appreciate that too much,and If not please give me any links or any good books that will help me and I will figure myself out.
I can meditate and relax my mind and body and clear my self of negativity I naturally can heal mine and people's ahces without evening leart to study it,although some pagans told me that healing is a very dangerous ability becasue I can harm the one who is meant to be healed.Anyways I think Im offtopic so I wont stray so much,Im just giving you some points on me to clear things out for you guys and to be abl to help me,one of those points that I can do basic meditation(the one that relax the body and mind),can sense energies clearly,and I can also will my energies to work.
So I think I made my self clear now,I said that becuase I knew that some people here will ask me if I can meditate in the first place.
Brightest blessings and love,
Munchi
Iam so confused on the concept of Dieties after I was clear on it.I have noticed that I dont have any patron/matron Dieties that chose me.I just picked them,but I have never had a true calling from a God/ddess except when I stepped the first steps in wicca I had a dream, In which Hades where caling to me and wanted me to worship him as my patron but I Didnt want to worship him for several reasons.
Now I cant find a calling I have been studying wicca preciesly about 4 years and belive it or not I have not patron/matron,some pagans wouldnt care for that but I care.Becasue I want to develop a relationship with a kind Dieties.
I have been studying all mythologies about different worolwide pantheons and from different books and websites and what I can get.But I havent felt a special calling,affinity or even a connection with any of those Dieties.
I have some questions here,I wish to ask so please consider that Im a newbie here.
1-How can I meditate on Dieties to hear their calling ,true calling to me and find them by meditation?
2-How can I also build a good relationship with them (say when I find them) through meditation;how can I talk to them?
That's all my questions for now.Im trying not rush things but take it one by one and slowly as I can to be able to be clear on every subject that belongs to wicca and I have decided to start with the DIeties since that is the most important and essential step in the wiccan's path and studies.
If anyone can answer these question clearly to me,I would appreciate that too much,and If not please give me any links or any good books that will help me and I will figure myself out.
I can meditate and relax my mind and body and clear my self of negativity I naturally can heal mine and people's ahces without evening leart to study it,although some pagans told me that healing is a very dangerous ability becasue I can harm the one who is meant to be healed.Anyways I think Im offtopic so I wont stray so much,Im just giving you some points on me to clear things out for you guys and to be abl to help me,one of those points that I can do basic meditation(the one that relax the body and mind),can sense energies clearly,and I can also will my energies to work.
So I think I made my self clear now,I said that becuase I knew that some people here will ask me if I can meditate in the first place.
Brightest blessings and love,
Munchi












