Feronia

The One Ring
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Posted Tue Nov 13, 2007 9:01 am...
I don't see a lot of new stuff in this forum, so I wanted to post something. I was always very mature for my age as far as understanding and was constantly frustrated with the world around me and the apparent lack of understanding I saw. I have never shared the thought patterns of those around me and absolutely cannot do something unless I understand why it is being done. It is impossible for me to figure out how to do something if I don't know the reason for it! Until I heard the term "Indigo child" I was confused and alone - except with my husband, another indigo. Now at last I am beginning to understand who I am and why I am the way I am. (hope that wasn't too wordy). I have always been socially awkward and had a difficult time understanding others, but by understanding myself better I can understand the differences between myself and others which in turn allows me to understand them. I still have a long way to go in my quest of understanding, but it helps just to know that there are others out there of the same nature as myself. I trained myself to not be who I truly am and now at last I feel I can be that person.
To me, being Indigo simply means that I am an old soul and am preparing myself for a new level of understanding. It is deeply important to me to pass on whatever knowledge I may gain in this life to everyone who is willing to listen. Not that I believe myself to be wise or uncommonly understanding, but I strive to be these things, even if I fall short. Indigo is something that you feel deep within your being, it resonates in your soul and tells you that you must fulfill your life's work and leave the world better than you found it. It is a feeling of significance, importance, a feeling that you are outside of the world, yet play a significant part in the course that world takes; and at the same time it is a feeling of insignificance, knowledge that you are not the guiding force which motivates the movements and actions taking place within and around you. It would require the course of a book to accurately describe what it really means to be Indigo, but I am very interested in what other Indigos might have to say about the subject.
To me, being Indigo simply means that I am an old soul and am preparing myself for a new level of understanding. It is deeply important to me to pass on whatever knowledge I may gain in this life to everyone who is willing to listen. Not that I believe myself to be wise or uncommonly understanding, but I strive to be these things, even if I fall short. Indigo is something that you feel deep within your being, it resonates in your soul and tells you that you must fulfill your life's work and leave the world better than you found it. It is a feeling of significance, importance, a feeling that you are outside of the world, yet play a significant part in the course that world takes; and at the same time it is a feeling of insignificance, knowledge that you are not the guiding force which motivates the movements and actions taking place within and around you. It would require the course of a book to accurately describe what it really means to be Indigo, but I am very interested in what other Indigos might have to say about the subject.








