Ok, I had to write that one so quickly and then run out the door. But anyway, You know when you meditate and you come across something, or someone who is not human? Well, that is what it was. When I am in contact with some of the human variety, they do speak through their mouths, they just have different eyes and a different vibration to them. They no longer freak me out. Are these beings angels? Are they Spirit guides? The very first time was not the Egyptian, it was actually my brain, or disguised as my brain. It had its own interpreter and a box it lived in. I used to draw pictures and make little soap carvings to help explain to people what I talking about with when I spoke about it. When the interpreter let me hold the brain, I was flooded with happiness, and we danced together. That was so long ago when I first started. A priestess could only say that it was a message, and I never figured out what that was. They never talk to me with their mouths, they never feel human, and I always just kinda "wake up" in the same room as them. The visitor was very tall, and I had sensed her from across the room as if she were the Sun. No one else felt like her, it was like she was a statue, or a shadow radiating beams of energy. none of the other doctors in the room seemed to notice her either, they were all just walking around like they had something else to do. I thought that was odd, because there were plenty of sick people upstairs and all the doctors were down here in this room. Suddenly, she was right in front of me with a human face, so I put a table in between us, but that did not stop her. She reached over it, grabbed my knee, and then walked right threw the table. The only reason I felt scared at first was because she had so much energy, and I had no idea what to do with it. She was not human! After she touched me, was when I felt a connection. I felt calm, and I felt like she was there to help and/or heal. I had not asked for any help, but I do keep my neighbor in mind. She is a cancer patient, and after watching my father die from it, I give her lavender and camomile and I really feel for her. I make sure to visit with her when I see her outside caring for her plants. She's growing mint for me. Well, the visitor asked me to see the baby, and when I looked beside me, there Shawntice was! She was all wrapped up like she was newborn, so I picked her up and and let her hold the baby, and she held her with all four arms. When she gave the baby back, she let me go. I walked out a door behind me, and woke up. I just seem to have a lot of extra activity like when I first asked this community for help. I am seeing a lot more random lights and feeling a lot more activity. The difference is that I am not afraid of the experience, I am embracing it. Is this just ungrounded energy, should I smudge my house? I really don't do a lot of high magic or ceremonial stuff, I do not feel prepared for that. I 'm just wondering who or what would
want to see me and the baby. I didn't know that was how it worked, I thought you had to ask to be seen and then they decide whether or not they want to see you, yet I don't even remember asking... I just want to "write" a thank you note. That was an incredible experience.
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