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Posted Fri Aug 21, 2009 11:03 am...
Of late my house has just not been feeling right. I had attributed it to the fact that son moved out, youngest is pretty much that way, and it is hubby and I. Then to top it off we have been doing some painting and such. So, naturally the house is going to start taking on a different energy than I am accustomed to.
Yesterday, however, I pulled up in the drive, looked up at what is usually just 'the house' and I had a forboding sense that it just wasn't right. As I neared the front door, it felt out of sorts even outside the house. When I opened the door, I REALLY did not want to go in. So, I figure it's 'something', just not sure what. I hadn't to this point put out feelers to make sure something wasn't here that weell sholdn't be, haven't invited any visitors, haven't done any meditations (I usually always end up with a visitor!) haven't done any sort of magick work, period, so I konw I've opened no doors I inadvetently forgot to close.
So, point of all this is, leading up to, last night.
I have had troubles sleeping. Tossing, turning, flipping and flopping, kinda resembling a beached fish! So I finally find a comfy spot, facing the far wall, and drift off, yeah, sleeep! BOOM (not the sound, just the feeling) I'm wide awake. somethings amiss. No kids home. Cats curled up on the bed, check. Hubby sleeping, check. all bodies accounted for, so who is moving about my bedroom?! Then it strikes me, a light is on!!! WTF???!!!!! None were on when I fell asleep, can't sleep with lights on, except the kitchen nightlight so as not to crack a hip on the stove when returning from mid night potty breaks. I sit bolt upright, and the light on my computer table is on!!!! it is one of those small touch lamps. Nestled behindish the monitor, beside a two-tiered cd holder, so you have to reach around the monitor, at least past it, to turn the thing on.
TSK TSK TSK!!1 Shame on me!!! I have gotten so far outta it that I, ME, didn't pay atttention to the fact I have a visitor in my home, making me uncomfortable as shit, and haven't even payed attention to the warning signs!!!
It is a 'HE', and not one I know. I can now feel him lurking, in the shadows. Watching, feels like over my right shoulder, afar though.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I HATE having to go into this mode, in my owh fucking home!!! HOW DARE HE!!!!!
Now he's just gone and pissed me off!!!!
So, anyone with any empathy issues, please, don't take it persoanl!!!
Yesterday, however, I pulled up in the drive, looked up at what is usually just 'the house' and I had a forboding sense that it just wasn't right. As I neared the front door, it felt out of sorts even outside the house. When I opened the door, I REALLY did not want to go in. So, I figure it's 'something', just not sure what. I hadn't to this point put out feelers to make sure something wasn't here that weell sholdn't be, haven't invited any visitors, haven't done any meditations (I usually always end up with a visitor!) haven't done any sort of magick work, period, so I konw I've opened no doors I inadvetently forgot to close.
So, point of all this is, leading up to, last night.
I have had troubles sleeping. Tossing, turning, flipping and flopping, kinda resembling a beached fish! So I finally find a comfy spot, facing the far wall, and drift off, yeah, sleeep! BOOM (not the sound, just the feeling) I'm wide awake. somethings amiss. No kids home. Cats curled up on the bed, check. Hubby sleeping, check. all bodies accounted for, so who is moving about my bedroom?! Then it strikes me, a light is on!!! WTF???!!!!! None were on when I fell asleep, can't sleep with lights on, except the kitchen nightlight so as not to crack a hip on the stove when returning from mid night potty breaks. I sit bolt upright, and the light on my computer table is on!!!! it is one of those small touch lamps. Nestled behindish the monitor, beside a two-tiered cd holder, so you have to reach around the monitor, at least past it, to turn the thing on.
TSK TSK TSK!!1 Shame on me!!! I have gotten so far outta it that I, ME, didn't pay atttention to the fact I have a visitor in my home, making me uncomfortable as shit, and haven't even payed attention to the warning signs!!!
It is a 'HE', and not one I know. I can now feel him lurking, in the shadows. Watching, feels like over my right shoulder, afar though.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I HATE having to go into this mode, in my owh fucking home!!! HOW DARE HE!!!!!
Now he's just gone and pissed me off!!!! So, anyone with any empathy issues, please, don't take it persoanl!!!
I yam what I yam, and that's all that I yam!!










