Novia
Cancer
Dragon
Posted Sun Jun 27, 2010 3:03 pm...
FAIRWARNING!!!! 
(Oldtimers, you know the drill. New dwellers, take note! Fasten seatbelt firmly. Stay seated with all appendages securly inside the ride. Most importantly, hang on, casue it's gonna be a wild one! 
)
Ok, with disclaimer firmly in place......
The virtual world hold so many possibilities for people. Interaction being only one fraction of it, if people would only learn to work WITH it within all it's possibilities.
Now, most of you know I can, and will, find a way to get into trouble. Some how, some way,
That's just my plight. BUT I have learned, I never leave homw without at least one anchor to keep me grouned, and serve as a lifeline to pull my ass out, when, not if, I get in too deep. Sad huh, to have that planned in advance, not even knowing what, when... again, no IF!
So, as it was pointed out in the Cuppa, I was tired of being in dead water, treading endlessly to keep from getting sucked into that eddy that is always in the middle of any dead spot. nothing is ever really dead, just in a state of flux, of change. So, i decided then, with no point of my own, to merely swim like hell into the center of the vortex and see what hapened. I turned it over to the all. I had no plan. I had no means in mind. I just decided, to let the Divine decide. I just buckled up and hung on.
A friend of mine, who is a friend beyond friend, has been for ages, since FMP (Full Moon Paradise, out old original home) adn has been thru a few lifetimes, My sister, my lifeline, talked me into joining a group, a RP site. Fun! you can be whomever you want, even an aspect of your Self, that you already are. I am Novia, i always have been, I always will be, now I get to get to know her/me more.
It is thru this that I have found some of the most mindmelding healing I have encountered in eons. (and yes, I mean eons!)
Here, in this virtual wolrd, one can make the spiritual/aetherical world come to life, literally if you do it right it wa thru here that the all decided my work was to be done, and thru this medium my healing was to happen.
When I am there. I have the sounds of nature. A waterfall, and this gorgeous windchime. it is beyond magical. there are so many worlds to explore, such awesmoness. people forget, anything built with passion, and energy, exudes that same energy. When you are adept enough to tap into the web, and not just the internet one, you can meld it all together. You can BE one with it, on more than just a virtual plane.
Yes, you do meet people, and some are dark, as dark as the energy they exude, and those, you do have to be careful of, just as in any dimensional workings. Cautious is the best way. I know alot of these people don't even know the energy they put forth, they are just living a part of themselves that the 'real world' doesn't allow them to. I have found in this virtual dimension, just one of the many that exist, that people think they are merely role playing, and alot of them are, but some, are living out parts of themselves, that this is the only way they can, known or unknown by them.
It is here that I have learned, and gotten reacquainted with a part of my Self, I have been cut off from, Novia. Sure, when I am in the castle Novia is who I am, when I do any energy works, it is she, who takes charge. I know I'm touched! (with a 16 ounder!) Now, we are one again
You know, when you spend enough time with someone, you can't help but get acquainted, or in this case, reacquainted, with them.
I happened upon an old friend, in an elvenish realm. There was a familiarity, someone I have happened upon in times past I'm sure. LOL they areclueless, but that's ok. They turned out to be a good friend. But it served to remind me, of what is possible in life. How wonderful it is. How soemthing as simple as a virtual life/friendship, can bring about a life change as immense as I've gone thru in what 4 days.
It was an intense ride, even for this veteran wild rider. Doors were opened that have been closed for eons. Windows have been thrown open, breezes are blowing and light is once again shining brightly. A melding of two aspects is no easy thing to go thru, I will warn you. It is liken to two speeding trains. 60 MPH. Same track. heading in opposite directions. Impact emminent. When it occurs! OMG!!! (LOL oversharing her a sec, little one's stop here!) it is like a divine orgasm, on the cellular level. There is a movie out there. the woman is raised up, and a beam shoots thru her, yeah kinda like that, just from the bottom up!! Now I already have a very active kundalini energy, so add in this, and oh boy dog howwie!! LOL Top it off with a full moon, and well, shit fire and damnation, it was like being in the center of the sun!!!
I really do need to remember how things can go in my world when I let the All have the reigns!
(Oldtimers, you know the drill. New dwellers, take note! Fasten seatbelt firmly. Stay seated with all appendages securly inside the ride. Most importantly, hang on, casue it's gonna be a wild one! )Ok, with disclaimer firmly in place......
The virtual world hold so many possibilities for people. Interaction being only one fraction of it, if people would only learn to work WITH it within all it's possibilities.
Now, most of you know I can, and will, find a way to get into trouble. Some how, some way,
That's just my plight. BUT I have learned, I never leave homw without at least one anchor to keep me grouned, and serve as a lifeline to pull my ass out, when, not if, I get in too deep. Sad huh, to have that planned in advance, not even knowing what, when... again, no IF! So, as it was pointed out in the Cuppa, I was tired of being in dead water, treading endlessly to keep from getting sucked into that eddy that is always in the middle of any dead spot. nothing is ever really dead, just in a state of flux, of change. So, i decided then, with no point of my own, to merely swim like hell into the center of the vortex and see what hapened. I turned it over to the all. I had no plan. I had no means in mind. I just decided, to let the Divine decide. I just buckled up and hung on.
A friend of mine, who is a friend beyond friend, has been for ages, since FMP (Full Moon Paradise, out old original home) adn has been thru a few lifetimes, My sister, my lifeline, talked me into joining a group, a RP site. Fun! you can be whomever you want, even an aspect of your Self, that you already are. I am Novia, i always have been, I always will be, now I get to get to know her/me more.
It is thru this that I have found some of the most mindmelding healing I have encountered in eons. (and yes, I mean eons!)
Here, in this virtual wolrd, one can make the spiritual/aetherical world come to life, literally if you do it right
it wa thru here that the all decided my work was to be done, and thru this medium my healing was to happen. When I am there. I have the sounds of nature. A waterfall, and this gorgeous windchime. it is beyond magical. there are so many worlds to explore, such awesmoness. people forget, anything built with passion, and energy, exudes that same energy. When you are adept enough to tap into the web, and not just the internet one, you can meld it all together. You can BE one with it, on more than just a virtual plane.
Yes, you do meet people, and some are dark, as dark as the energy they exude, and those, you do have to be careful of, just as in any dimensional workings. Cautious is the best way. I know alot of these people don't even know the energy they put forth, they are just living a part of themselves that the 'real world' doesn't allow them to. I have found in this virtual dimension, just one of the many that exist, that people think they are merely role playing, and alot of them are, but some, are living out parts of themselves, that this is the only way they can, known or unknown by them.
It is here that I have learned, and gotten reacquainted with a part of my Self, I have been cut off from, Novia. Sure, when I am in the castle Novia is who I am, when I do any energy works, it is she, who takes charge. I know I'm touched! (with a 16 ounder!) Now, we are one again
You know, when you spend enough time with someone, you can't help but get acquainted, or in this case, reacquainted, with them.
I happened upon an old friend, in an elvenish realm. There was a familiarity, someone I have happened upon in times past I'm sure. LOL they areclueless, but that's ok. They turned out to be a good friend. But it served to remind me, of what is possible in life. How wonderful it is. How soemthing as simple as a virtual life/friendship, can bring about a life change as immense as I've gone thru in what 4 days.
It was an intense ride, even for this veteran wild rider. Doors were opened that have been closed for eons. Windows have been thrown open, breezes are blowing and light is once again shining brightly. A melding of two aspects is no easy thing to go thru, I will warn you. It is liken to two speeding trains. 60 MPH. Same track. heading in opposite directions. Impact emminent. When it occurs! OMG!!! (LOL oversharing her a sec, little one's stop here!) it is like a divine orgasm, on the cellular level. There is a movie out there. the woman is raised up, and a beam shoots thru her, yeah kinda like that, just from the bottom up!! Now I already have a very active kundalini energy, so add in this, and oh boy dog howwie!! LOL Top it off with a full moon, and well, shit fire and damnation, it was like being in the center of the sun!!!
I really do need to remember how things can go in my world when I let the All have the reigns!
I yam what I yam, and that's all that I yam!!
Scorpio
Tiger