I didn't know where to post this, but thought the message board fit my question..lol

I take the train to work everyday and going to work I've seen this girl who I just didn't get a good feeling from. Not a dangerous feeling, but just sensed that I didn't like her at all. I see her like clockwork ever morning. I can totally "read" her personality and she's the type of person I would never be friends with etc. Well - the other day when taking the train home she literally sat in the seat right next to me! The odds of that happening, are soooooooooo slim. Immediately my whole left side started to really ache. Maybe I was just aching from the day. but I started feeling really tense. When it was time for me to get off at my stop she was asleep. So I tapped her on the shoulder because I needed her to move. As soon as she opened her eyes I stared right into them. She literally had a look of "possession" and she stared right out the window. She didn't even acknowledge me which fit my feelings about her w'out even speaking to her. Maybe she was just "dazed" from sleeping but it totally freaked me out.

I know this is far fetched but is there meaning to any of this? My feelings about her w'out even knowing her was so strong that I thought maybe we actually can draw what we despise to us? If not, I just wonder if this meant anything.

Any suggestions/ideas???

xoxoxo lightbright

Sounds like your innerself is trying to protect you and I have found it is best to listen to it.
Keep yourself safe.

Lightbright,

There are many things that could be the origin of this, so I would suggest for the time being to try out some defensive strategies. Leave at differing times to try to avoid her. Shield yourself everyday before getting on the train. Perhaps try a protective spell or amulet.

Hopefully others would have a better grasp of the situtation and be able to offer better advice. I think there are others on teh board who have greater experience dealing with that sort of negative being more so than I do. It would my instinct to confront her, but that could be dangerous with not fully understanding the situation.

For the time being, the best I can suggest is to try to avoid her and shield and protect yourself.

Could it maybe be a little more simple case of judging a book by it's cover? Without knowing her you have pegged her as "the type of person you would never be friends with." But really you can't know until you know the person. I am guilty of this all the time. I tend to try to classify a person or 'read into them' based on what I see and then I become a source of negativity. Then when the person gets near me I cringe and tense up, all based on what I've built up about the person in my mind. You might not be attracting her to you as much as you're attracting towards her because you're thinking about it so much. I don't know if any of that made sense

I'd try to occupy my mind during the ride with something else and not worry about her being on the train with you. I like crossword puzzles myself

Bright blessings, and keep yourself safe

I understand what you mean when you say "judging a book by it's cover", but it wasn't until I looked into her eyes that I literally saw something else and it wasn't nice. Up until that point I was still staying pleasant and that was why when I tapped her on the shoulder I smiled and looked at her eyes when she awoke and I saw the scariest thing. It was only then that I felt my prior "judgements" were right on and that I need to stay away from her. I always get on different train times on the way home, but the morning is always the same. But I think now I can stand further down at another entrance I suppose where she is not.

I've always had very strong intuition, mostly when it comes to dangerous things. I do listen to it and because the scenario was very unsettling( to say the least) - now is the right time to keep the distance where I didn't think it was necessary before.

I guess something to learn which technically I already do which is always switching up your routine etc , but I'm going to be a bit "sexist" here and say I watch out for men more than I do women..lol I have used a tarot spell book in my past to protect me from danger(meaning people) and it's always worked. I think now would be a good time to get that book out again and do one for just general protection.

Thank-you so much for all of your suggestions. I will keep safe and pray some more. I have been saying over and over to myself "protect me with the white light of the holy spirit". A psychic once told me to do that before you go to bed or any other time you feel unsafe and your guides will listen indeed! Just wanted to pass that along xoxox

lightbright

Hi Lightbright. If I were you I would go with my gut feeling on this. You sound like you are very sensitive to negative energies. Usually when I go against my gut feelings it bits me in the butt. Anyway I would shield myself with the light. When I was attuned to Reiki my master who is a very wise lady explained to us about the moth to a flame thing. You know light attracts, people who work with positive energies are like a beakon, not saying she is attracted to you. But I also learned to surround myself with white light and I sometimes say " I repell all negative energies back to where they came from with love and light", while picturing myself wrapped up in a beautiful white light.

In our lives we come accorss many different people, some not very nice ones. They have their own issues some times mental, sometimes just very negative people. It takes all kinds in life. But Like you suggested, satnding elsewhere in the bus, protect yourself with the light, wear an appropriate crystal or amulet if you feel.

Good luck to you.

Kath

I can't believe this but I typed up a long reply and when I sent it the system timed me out and it was lost! I don't have time to re-type, but thank-you again. I did a few protection spells last night as well as an aura protection one. I feel rejunenated today
And I have heard as well that many negative and/or evil entities are drawn to the goodness of souls, some being more vulnerable than others. It's happened to me throughout my life so I've gotten a lot of practice..lol But that doesn't stop the curiosity of it all!
I stood at a different entrance of the train this am and all was well!

xoxo lightbright