Two weeks ago I went to school, hair school that is, and in a fit of emotions explained to my instructor that I may not be able to finish.
I had no money for gas to get there. I could not afford my medicine this month and it was starting to show. My catering job was not steady enough for me to make ends meet and I had borrowed money from my best friend. I have not shared this with anyone, it's embarassing.
It is amazing to me and fortifies my faith in the Universe, the Gods, the Goddesses, whatever name you call upon that blessings that come when we surrender. All I know is that I got honest and humble with this woman and asked for help. Ever since then day by day it seems my life is falling into place. Not by my will, but by the power of letting go and letting the energi of the world help me as well. Oooo deep.
The next day I started a fabulous job at a fabulous new salon that my friend recommended. I applied for county assistance and am on a regular med program. My bills can all be paid soon and my friend gets her money back and I can feel more like a responsible, grown- up type person.
What made me smile today? I showed up to school and my instructor informed me because of the quality of my hours I should be graduating early no problem. Weeeee! Full-time employment here I come!!!
I know that I've been rambling and I hope it makes some since. I am just so happy and it seemed appropriate to share. Thanks so much everyone!
*BB* Keep the FAITH Know that you are Loved! ~monarch369